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Saturday, June 13, 2015

I wish You...:(

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...

i wish you could be here, i wanna you be here

i can't be there, i can't go there even i want too...i can visit but that's it....

...selfish i am...

i wish you could fix that damn mouse...& you be here

i wish you could make a wardrobe for me, i need it...and you be here

i wish you could help me with my lands...there so many things to do...and you be here

i wish you could fix the house....there's so many broken pieces

i wish you could make the termites go away....

i wish i could help you with her homework

 i wish i could iron for her school uniform

i wish i could help you with all the chores

i wish i could cook for when you don't have appetite

i wish i have lots of money so i could help you....

i wish that you wish for me..........which i don't really think you do....

i wish you could say what you like about me or don't...

anything you wish to change...

i'm not good enough i guess, there's thing u can't, i meant i can't or actually we can't

i wish i could say i wanna throw myself to you but i can't...u know why i can't

things will be different because of that one thing..........

things will be different totally, not because of distance....

nothing is too early...nothing is too late...nothing need to take time a lot

...when u just feel u just have to feel it...

just because you're not permissible (we are not in permissible relationship) for me...

i wish i could i say to you all of this, i wish i have the courage which i'm not

just so bloody shy n worry......worry that....

i'm worry if i'm gonna start, and being unfair to you...

worry that you gonna be sad of all those things

.......worry that u gonna be stress...

i wish i wish i wish i wish.....................all is all wishful thinking

i hate wishes!!!

I'm praying actually....seriously said ur name in my prayers...

praying that...if you the one Allah will make the way...give lights to you even i'm not that pious i know what i'm doing with you is wrong even when it feel rights...

He is testing me again, Allah is testing me...whether I love you more or Allah and his messenger, my my late father, my mom, my families...

which i think its, my love for you starting to overpowering, i'm afraid...i have to stop, i need to stop again!

i'm young but not that young, i'm older but not that old,

I'm just more mature even its kinda dramatic...

and i need take a deep breath...everything gonna be ok, i'm gonna be fine as always...

right? right? right?

i'm know...i'm too serious sometimes...


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