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Thursday, August 17, 2006

erm new…

assalamualaikum…hai everyone…

dah lama gak tak tulis kat blog nie…hehehe

last tuesday is my convocation..yippie…congrats to myself…and also HEO batch 15…especially to amal and niza…amboi niza org german ader baliklah…heheheh cayalah…

nanti kalau ader aper jemput ek…

so after this masing2 aderr haluan masing2kan..

me about …what can i say myself…today some one actually ask about me..how i actually describe myself…yup i wonder also…if people ask me directly ask me like that i can’t answer…usually people around you describe urself better is it…i believe like that…

hemm…i wonder why i behave differently..when i…….like my confident all gone…like a small baby…all the words that i want to say all gone like that…

it does not make me comfortable at all..like i’m not being myself…ya Allah…self conflict…

i know working in this line i can’t be dependent forever…i need to do self motivation everyday…right now the question in my head, can i be a good leader can i be inspiration to them…can i give the kind of motivation the same like my manager give it to me…

thinking and thinking over and over again…

where am i in one year from now…

i sacrifice a lot for this career…i throw a lot chances..am i doing the correct decision…is it the best…this is me…when i want do something…i just do…

anything actually i already involve…when i step in…there is no turning back…

just like when i take my master lah…

never look back or u will be left behind…

sweet success…nothing come easy in this life!!!

you have to work hard to get it…

back to the question how i describe myself…i belive i am simple person…family is the first priority in my life…some time i can be so naive…some of my friends says that i too kind too softhearted…but what can i do, its me…sometimes i can be so stubborn that i don’t care what other people say…people say i’m friendly, also a gud friend…some of my friends told me that i sometimes act like a mother…hahaha miss u guys a lot…then i’m a person who very secretive…what more…i think a lot to tell…

tak sempat nak habis…my eyes also feel sleepy …hehehe…else guys u tell melah what i am…..

but one thing i always now is that i’m still only a servant to Allah s.w.t…

…ganbatte lailysan : )…

2 comments:

  1. congrats laily!:) sory im not able to see u.. just miss u all alot laily.. I know u sacrifies a lot, surely i understand ur feelings..we’ve been sharing the same feelings for quite sumtimes.. sory im not there to listen, sory i cant be ur shoulder to cry on.. just if anything, call me up.. cos friends remain and never end..
    this if for u..:-

    ” They can do anything they want to you
    lf you let them in
    But they won’t ever win
    If you cling to your pride
    And just push them aside”
    (August 17 2006 by Zaharaq)

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  2. congrats my friend.u deserve it!wish me all the best too…insyaALLAH next year, will be my convo!AMINNN…:):):)(August 17 2006 by Nuradah)

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