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Sunday, December 16, 2007

Hujung minggu.


last saturday…erm..jalan jauh pegi ipoh…
best…walaupun penat driving…
hehehe..pergi mandi manda…bestnyer…lost world of tambun…
ala ida and azie…where are you guys…
selamat pengantin baru pada hazwani and rashdan…
and selamat pengantin baru pada yati and zul…
hehehe….cuti sekolah asyik pergi kenduri kawin jer…
hehehe…nanti nak cuti lama…bestnyer…
selamat tinggal seketika masterskill….

Saturday, December 08, 2007

Dream (K.Will)

K: Na saranghaji mothage charai naui nuni molge heboril goshiji
E: To prevent me from ever loving you
K: we nega gudeui arumdaumul boge manduronunji
E: You should have made me blind
K: na ijen nomu nujoji gudenun imi neane pojyo
E:Why did you ever make me see your beauty
K: shiso neryohedo jiwoboryohedo kuthobshi on mome jomjom bonjyoman ga
jigumshig jichyogaji nomuna igsughan aphume
surojirago naui okkerul jidnurumyonso
sesangun marul haji nanun kumul kwosonun andoendago
amuron himangdo nowaui sarangdo negen horagdoeji anhun gorago
Na kumul kuji mothage charari naui sumi modge
narul deryogaji we narul yogi gudewa hamke namaige hanunji
na amu kumi obsoji gureya sal su issogie
kumul kuge doemyon saranghage doemyon
doug do himduro jinun gol algie
jogumshig jichyogaji nomuna igsughan aphume
surojirago naui okkerul jidnurumyonso
sesangun marul haji nanun kumul kwosonun anoendago
amuron himangdo nowaui sarangdo negen horagdoeji anhungorago
nol gadgo shipho na jakku yogshimi senggyo
nado ije hengboghe jigo shipho
amuri pogi haryogo hebwado
ne nunun gyesog nol hyangheso momchwososo isso gyesog kumul kumyonso
jichyogaji nomuna igsughan aphume
surojirago naui okkerul jidnurumyonso
sesangun marul haji nanun kumul kwosonun andoendago
amuron himangdo nowaui sarangdo
negen horagdoeji anhun gorago


translation

It’s too late now
Your essence has already spread through me
No matter how much I try to wash or to erase it
It keeps on endlessly spreading through me
REFRAIN:Bit by bit I grew tiredI could collapse because of this familiar pain
It presses down on my shoulders
Life tells me that I should have not dream
I should not have hope
I do not have permission to love you
Stop me from dreaming
I would rather stop breathing so I could leave
Why am I still here with you
I did not dream because that was the only way to live
Whenever I dream, whenever I love you
p/s:why it so complicated…a Love to kill...^_^

Sunday, November 25, 2007

weird…

yup thats the word right now…

and of course how many times i says

annoyed, angry….unforgiven…

its feel like i just like to toss that bug away from my life…

p/s: : (….i hate to feel sad again…

can’t live like last year…the year of pain, and guilt and sorrow…

so little of happiness…even my graduation can’t cover it..

aahh…how it is nice if…everything is only a dream…

…but then again laily is not…

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

annoyed….

rm…

hates started grow…and it grows much more bolder…

too much annoying and it makes me arghhh….

like i said…its doesn’t really matter….the person doesn’t recognize you…or may be the person just to busy…hey it almost what about 4 years now…hahahah…what u expect

and please….please and please…

for me its better to just SHUT UP!!!SHUT UP!!!SHUT UP!!!

if the words intend to make a person hurts….

save ur energy to something else…

pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee….

Too Often We Dont Realize

Too often
Too often we don’t realize
What we have until it is gone.
Too often we wait too late to say
"I’m sorry - I was wrong."
Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones
We hold dearest to our hearts;
And we allow foolish things
To tear our lives apart.
Far too many times we let
Unimportant things into our minds;
And then it’s usually too late
To see what made us blind.
So be sure that you let people know
How much they mean to you.
Take the time to say the words
Before your time is through.
Be sure that you appreciate
Everything you’ve got;
And be thankful for the little things
in life that means a lot.
p/s: anonymous writer

Sunday, November 18, 2007

Ne me quitte pas Don’t leave me


Ne me quitte pas Il faut oublier Tout peut s'oublier Qui s'enfuit déjà Oublier le temps Des malentendus Et le temps perdu A savoir comment Oublier ces heures Qui tuaient parfois A coups de pourquoi Le coeur du bonheur
Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas
Moi je t'offrirai Des perles de pluie Venues de pays Oþ il ne pleut pas Je creuserai la terre Jusqu'après ma mort Pour couvrir ton corps D'or et de lumière Je ferai un domaine Oþ l'amour sera roi Oþ l'amour sera loi Oþ tu seras reine
Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas
Je t'inventerai Des mots insensés Que tu comprendras Je te parlerai De ces amants-là Qui ont vu deux fois Leurs coeurs s'embraser Je te raconterai L'histoire de ce roi Mort de n'avoir pas Pu te rencontrer
Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas
On a vu souvent Rejaillir le feu De l'ancien volcan Qu'on croyait trop vieux Il est para¡±t-il Des terres brulées Donnant plus de blé Qu'un meilleur avril Et quand vient le soir Pour qu'un ciel flamboie Le rouge et le noir Ne s'épousent-ils pas
Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas
Je ne vais plus pleurer Je ne vais plus parler Je me cacherai là A te regarder Danser et sourire Et à t'écouter Chanter et puis rire Laisse-moi devenir L'ombre de ton ombre L'ombre de ta main L'ombre de ton chien
Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas
Don’t leave me now We must just forget All we can forget All we did till now Let’s forget the cost Of the breath we’ve spent Saying words unmeant And the times we’ve lost Hours that must destroy Never knowing why Everything must die At the heart of joy
Don’t leave me now Don’t leave me now Don’t leave me now
I’ll bring back to you The clear pearls of rain From a distant domain Where rain never fell And though I grow old I’ll keep mining the ground To deck you around In sunlight and gold I’ll build you a desmene Where love’s everything Where love is the king And you are the queen
Don’t leave me now Don’t leave me now Don’t leave me now Don’t leave me now
For you I’ll invent Words and what they meant Only you will know Tales of lovers who Fell apart and then Fell in love again Since their hearts stayed true There’s a story too That I can confide Of that king who died From not meeting you
Don’t leave me now Don’t leave me now Don’t leave me now
And often it’s true That flames spill anew From ancient volcanos We thought were too old When all’s said and done Scorched fields of defeat Could give us more wheat Than the fine April sun And when evening is nigh With flames overhead The black and the red Aren’t they joined in the sky?
Don’t leave me now Don’t leave me now Don’t leave me now Don’t leave me now
I will cry no more I will talk no more Hide myself somehow And I’ll see your smile And I’ll see you dance And I’ll hear you sing Hear your laughter ring Let me be for you The shadow of your shadow The shadow of your hand The dog at your command
Don’t leave me now Don’t leave me now Don’t leave me now

p/s: just recently found the meaning of this song…such a lovely song…

Why some people?


why some people could be so mean and so cold…
why?
it makes my heart grow hates for that person…
can’t at least reply my message…hmmmm…
when thinking back…yeah who am i to that person…he might not even remember at all…
how foolish i am… to think that that person could be at least…
have the compassion for me…
hahaha…
and again i’ve been fool with my own feelings…
at the age of 26…i hope…that i could grow up and mature…
can’t get it out of my mind…
but then…it could be 100 explanation…hhmmm…
just let it be…
at least i try…

Turning 26 years old

assalamualaikum….

alhamdulillah…

turning 26 today laily…hahaha…never thought i would pass this year..

some of my ambition came true…some are not…getting to to it…

hoping and looking forward for the best…huh…

last friday i send my appraisal form…i deciding to be permanent with masterskill…huhuhu…

i like to wish myself a happy birthday to me…what a celebration today…hhahahaha…only me that i know what its mean…

thanks a lot to all of my friend who wish to me…

i’am grateful to Allah…who gaves the opportunity to me….

wassalam….till next time…

looking back…whoa…never thought i’lll survive from last year…2006 they year of pain and happiness for me…

Monday, November 12, 2007

Just Leave me alone…

Your subtleties
They strangle me

I can’t explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don’t want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My mind’s unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
You’re finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My mind’s unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won’t make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when you’re blind
It’s better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won’t make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won’t make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight
Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.

me: some people just make me annoyed…

tired and bored…please just leave me alone

it’s not that i don’t understand,

i purposely don’t want to understand…

and i will not try to understand….

please just leave me alone…

the time will come someday…

seriously, what will i do when the time has come…

when i’m not ready…has all my deeds are enough…

sememangnye…ku rindu pada MU…

biar ku dengan diriku…apa saja yg ada pada diri ini…

kelemahan kelebihan ia adalah anugerah dari Allah…

sick n tired what people say…and it does hurt me…

Quando Quando Quando

Tell me when will you be mine
Tell me quando quando quando
We can share a love devine
Please don’t make me wait again

When will you say yes to me
Tell me quando quando quando
You mean happiness to me
Oh my love, please tell me when

Every moments a day
Every day seems a lifetime

Let me show you the way
To a joy beyond compare

I can’t wait a moment more
Tell me quando quando quando
Say its me that you adore
And then darling tell me when

Every moments a day
Every day seems a lifetime

Let me show you the way
To a joy beyond compare

I can’t wait a moment more
Tell me quando quando quando
Say its me that you adore
And then darling tell me when

Oh my darling tell me when
And then darling tell me when
Oh my darling tell me when

p/s: love the oldies so much…

Monday, November 05, 2007

Saying love.

"Never say I love you if you don’t really care,
Never talk about feelings, if they’re not really there,
Never talk touch a life if you mean to break a heart."


me: what goes around will comes around…
don’t think you’ll can get away…
if you confuse with your own feelings, don’t drag others…
if you afraid with your own feelings, just walk away…
if you don’t know what you want, seek own your own…
if you don’t have the courage to say love…continue hiding…
what make us when we willing to be with someone who…, what make us then…
~people believe what they perceive from what they see!!!…
~people believe what they perceive from what they listen!!!..
~though it may not be the true condition…
~…why we women tends to fall on what ever guys says
~…please check his mouth first whether got sugar cane on it…hahahaha…

weaknesses?….

" The biggest room in the world is the room for improvement."

p/s: i believe in myself…despite what other people say…

Worries….

I am what i am…

Why worry? Why feel down? You do not need to. What will happen will happen, so smile and don’t be down because it won’t change anything but make you sad.

p/s: K shila be strong…and i know you are…

Sunday, November 04, 2007

K.T.B. M.S.Y. P…B. L.A

Perpisahan Terasing

Perpisahan itu selalu terjadi
Kepada insan yang bercinta
Sungguh sedihnya rasa
Apabila ianya terjadi
Perpisahan bermula dari dua hati
Yang kehendaknya tak dituruti
Ataupun manusia
Yang berperasaan benci
( korus )
Sebuah cinta dan harapan
Menjadi debu berterbangan
Tersekat nafasku kabur pandangan mata
Amat tersiksa jiwa kerana kehilangannya

Oh oh… mengapa terus mengharap menanti
Walau cukup kusedari dia takkan kembali
Rintangan dari orang yang tak sudi
Menerima cinta dari hati ini
Menarik diri dan pergi
Membawa serpihan hati yang sepi
( ulang korus )
Perpisahan itu sungguh menyedihkan
Tapi semuanya di tangan takdir
Kita dikatakan pasangan bahagia
Oh… kini terasing luka
Oh… kini terasing luka
Perpisahan mengasing kita
p/s: it just a simple message…until now…may be..may be…
arghh….

sedangkan…

ergh…why i’m feeling like this…

feel like to throw up…

huarhuar….so musshy…

i’m not a child …very childish and bored…

no time for THIS…wasting of time…

don’t make assumption that you’ll now what i mean…

life is great….life is lovely…

but what most…..???

p/s: sungguh ku rindu…sungguh ku ingin kembali pada NYA…

namun sungguh ku masih belum bersedia

learn!!!

salam

learning from your mistakes…

learn, learn and learn!!!

its all in the power of your mind…

i understand now, hehehe…

can’t wait for the next trip…

yosh….

KAYANGAN


KAYANGAN

Bukan aku tak cinta padamu,
Bukan aku tak sayang padamu,
Tapi harus ku berdiam diri,
Kerna itu yang terbaik.
Telah ku tunjuk kepadamu, ( tunjukanlah woo…wo.. )
Telah ku katakan pada hatiku, ( katakan padaku… )
Tapi tak pernah ku nyatakanya, ( nyatakan hasratmu… )
Kepadamu sejujurnya. ( yang dikau cinta padaku )
CHORUS
Bukan niat untuk mengecewakan mu kasih,
Tapi kau tahu,

Cinta sukar bersama,
Kerana diriku,
Tidak dapat lafazkan kata-kata cinta.
Kita hanya bertentang mata,
Hati pun mula bicara cinta,
Cintamu dan cintaku,
Tak ada hujungnya,
Tuhan saja yang akan akhirkan cerita.
Akhirkan cerita cinta, ( cinta kita… )
Cerita cinta kayangan, ( cinta dikayangan… )
Ikut saja kata hati, ( kau dihati… )
Mungkin cinta kan bersemi, ( oh bidadari… )
Antara engkau (dan aku).
Bukan aku tak cinta padamu, ( ku cinta padamu… )
Bukan aku tak sayang padamu, ( ku sayang padamu… )
Ikut saja kata hati,
Mungkin cinta kan bersemi,
Antara engkau dan aku.
Cinta kayangan kita…
Cinta kau dan aku….

p/s: biarkan ia pergi…hati telah dilukai…sekufu

Friday, November 02, 2007

Weekend program


assalamualaikum…
alhamdulillah…all the best to me…
finally i’m going to treasure hunters…
pray everything will be alrite…
guys…beware because i’m coming…:) ; p
tatatata…..
special Hunters…

Sunday, October 28, 2007

People like to...

people think what they like to think
people say what they like to say
people belief what they like to belief
people perceive what they like to perceive
people see what they like to see
people, people and people ….aah…
people and people they are so selfish…most are…

p/s: manusia mudah lupa,
what you think true is not always be true
people always think about their own need…indeed…erm…

Sunday, October 21, 2007

In memories.


assalamualaikum…
alhamdulillah…pada pukul 4.30 pm ku sampai di KL…di rumah sewa ku di taman melati…
back to working world…hemmm…Runah_laily3_ed
during raya…lots of best thing happens…
To NORLIDA N ADLI…SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU…MOGA BERBAHGIA HINGGA KE AKHIR HAYAT…
AND TO MY DEAREST CHILDHOOD FRIEND AS I REMEMBER…CONGRATULATIONS ON UR ENGAGMENT…ANA UCAPKAN SEMUA SELAMAT BELAKA…
and bagi yg coming to…insya ALLAH kalau ade rezeki…adalah kome datang bawak hadia besar…kuikui
tahun raya sakan…tak pernah pegi raya cam ni…and mira you the bestlah…kita berdoa agar dicepatkan jodoh..hehehe yg soleh dan baik…
UDIN and Mujahid selamat kembali ke malaysia
dan ma…cepat habiskan pelajaran balik semula sini dengan ustaz…hehehe…
dan encik Adam…entah ape kome nak kata…
dan cousin kome…tak tau gak nak kata ape
tuk yati…kome tak lupe janji
dan laili…rehat …makan ubat…jgn demam
to all my friends yg pegi beraya hari tu…time kasih lagi…
makes me think miss so much want to be student again…nothing to worries…just study and study,,,hahaha…but again…i have a mission and i must complete it …ganbatte laily san…
all the best to all ex SMAC 98 and ex SKBB 93…
..till next time…
p/s: relaku menunggumu…relaku mengejarmu… : )

Monday, October 08, 2007

Everything ~ Michael Buble ~

"Everything"
You’re a falling star, you’re the get away car.
You’re the line in the sand when I go too far.
You’re the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you’re the perfect thing to say.
And you play it coy, but it’s kinda cute.
Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.

Baby don’t pretend, that you don’t know it’s true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It’s you, it’s you, you make me sing.
You’re every line, you’re every word, you’re everything.
You’re a carousel, you’re a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You’re a mystery, you’re from outer space,
You’re every minute of my everyday.
And I can’t believe, uh that I’m your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we’ll see it through,
And you know that’s what our love can do.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy timesIt’s you, it’s you, you make me sing
You’re every line, you’re every word, you’re everything.
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It’s you, it’s you, you make me sing.
You’re every line, you’re every word, you’re everything.
You’re every song, and I sing along.
‘Cause you’re my everything.
Yeah, yeah
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
p/s: Thank you so much to my parents….mmmuaahhhhh...^_^

Friday, October 05, 2007

Relaku menunggumu.


Seribu Tahun

Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini
Biar berputar ke arah selatan ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia
Relaku mengejarmu seribu batu jauh lagi
Tapi benarkah kaki ku-kan tahan sepanjang jalan ini
Biar membisu burung bersiulan terlelah gelombang lautan
Ku masih setia
Adakah engkau yakin… ini cinta
Adakah engkau pasti… ini untuk selama-lamanya
Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini… yeah…
Biar berputar ke arah selatan ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia
Jangan putus harapan… sedia setia
** kalau api mana puntungnya
** hilang ghaib disangka mati
** kalau mati mana kuburnya
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p/s: masihkah ku mahu menunggu…
diri ini sudah penat…rindu yang tak herhingga ingin pulang ke
pangkuanmu…
NAMUN sudahkah ku BERSEDIA???

** kelip-kelip disangka api

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Love as you never been hurt.


"Menari seperti tiada orang melihat kamu,
cintailah seperti kamu tidak pernah dilukai,
menyanyi seperti tiada orang mendengar,
bekerja seperti kamu tidak perlukan duit,
berhidup dengan sepuas-puas hati,
anggap hari ni ialah hari terakhir dalam kehidupan,
-translated from My Lovely Samsoon….?"
p/s: jangan dilamun cinta jika tidak ingin dilukakan…
-cinta yang abadi itu cinta kepada ilahi jua

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Imsonia?

herm….
1:47 am…cant’ sleep…
laily laily
what happen to you…
why??????????????

Sunday, September 09, 2007

looking forward

new day new week…

thinking what will come…

ramadhan is coming…

ahaln wasahlan ya ramadhan…

hoping…

thinking…

for all the best…

Friday, September 07, 2007

Mengenangmu ~ Kerispatih~


takkan pernah habis air mataku
bilaku ingat tentang dirimu
mungkin hanya kau yang tahu
mengapa sampai saat ini ku masih sendiri

adakah disana kau rindu padaku
meski kita kini ada di dunia berbeda
bila masih mungkin waktu ku putar
dan ku tunggu dirimu

biarlah ku simpan…sampai nanti aku
kan ada di sana
tenanglah dirimu dalam kedamaian
ingatlah cintaku

kau tak terlihat lagi
namun cintamu abadi

adakah disana kau rindu padaku
meski kita kini ada di dunia berbeda
bila masih mungkin waktu ku putar
dan ku tunggu dirimu

biarlah ku simpan…sampai nanti aku
kan ada di sana
tenanglah dirimu dalam kedamaian
ingatlah cintaku
kau tak terlihat lagi

namun cintamu abadi
biarlah ku simpan…sampai nanti aku
kan ada di sana
tenanglah dirimu dalam kedamaian
ingatlah cintaku

kau tak terlihat lagi
namun cintamu abadi

biarlah cintaku kau tak terlihat lagi…
namun cintamu abadi…
p/s: i’ll always love you…; )

Temper and Patient

patient my friend

Monday, August 20, 2007

My Chemical Romance - I Don't Love You



Well when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

When after all this time that you still owe
You're still, a good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"
Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
Is where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow

So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

Avril Lavigne: When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

[Chorus]

Saturday, August 18, 2007

CONGRATULATIONS

Dear Ayu & Izwan

Selamat pengantin BAru…

may through out your lives…thousand of happiness

i have a great journey today…

met HUda & Hafizi…

and yati..please be cool down… : )

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Ano….onegai

maketakunai shi

nakitakunai shi

waratte-tai kara

movin movin

maketakunai shi

nakitakunai shi

waratte-tai kara

itsoumo douri utata negoro ri

manga bakari parapara makuri

zayuu no mei funny & easy

kiraku ni ikitai

tabi wa michizure yo wa nasake

taiyou no shita de smilin every day

hito ni yasashiku jibun ni mo yasashi

demo yaru tokya yaru no yo

honto desu ka

sore ja ore ni tsuite ki na yo

shinjite iin desuka

shinjiru mo nani yatte minakya wakaranai

mushiro shinjitai minna de warai taijanai

jinsei ikkai shoubu shitai

ugokidasanakya hajimannai

maketakunai shi

nakitakunai shi

waratte-tai kara

movin movin

maketakunai shi

nakitakunai shi

waratte-tai kara

movin movin

maketakunai shi

nakitakunai shi

waratte-tai kara

movin movin

maketakunai shi

nakitakunai shi

waratte-tai kara

its been a while…

wow…its been a while i’m not writing in this blog…
my life been very busy and what a hectic schedule i have…
everyday got things to do…and guess what…i don’t know it always not finish…and never stop…
i went to royal belum wowo what and adventure…
whats next? should i climb a mountain?
can i do that…hahahah
today, finally i can install my streamyx properly…
thinking what ishould do…i guess i should do my PHD…hahahah
this weekend would be very busy for me….
haiyoo….

Friday, June 15, 2007

come and go

assalamualaikum

it comes and go..

though bad things happen…suddenly i just realize how lucky i am…

at the age of 25 years old…erm that quite gudlah…

i achieve what i want to do…

now what i really want to do is..to share and learn what ever…

let bygone be bygone…

4:27pm waiting to go home… : )

Monday, April 30, 2007

Hard Days

April 25, 2007
" Ever notice that often, the most depressing days are the cloudy, rainy days? Yet the rain is what allows everything around us to grow. I feel that the soul is the same way. While we all seek joy in our lives, it is often the times when we are down and feel as if there are nothing but black clouds over our heads that we have the greatest potential for growth."
Copyright © 2007 A.J. Spring

Correcting what cannot be correct!

when i recall those day, watching back to the future movie…
wish i could turn back time…but then its out of mind…
i can’t get it out of my mind…still…
people say, time ould heal u, but then it still hurt, i feel sad…
what have been done, couldn’t b undone…
i usually let my thought control but now my feeling is too powerful to me…people can’t say that they understand me…cause they don’t…
not a small thing…its my fault obviously, i hate my self when things happen is because of my own stupidity…because of trust, i swipe all my dreams…gosh…
why people could be so mean to each other…why people could hurt another person…
the pain in my heart, wish it to go away…
arghhh…

Sunday, March 25, 2007

our past

" I’ve learned that we cannot forget or throw away our past, But we must not allow our past to control us either. We must learn and grow from our past failures, Disappointments, pains and experiences. Reset our goals and priorities… and move forward. Start TODAY, by Un-Ty-ing the knots that LIMIT you!"

— Ty Howard — Maryland

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Meeting someone who I don't want too meet anymore.



how r we today?….
as usual tired…lots of work…
erm…something to tell…
i thought that i met some one i previously known …
some one i was hoping that i would never set my eyes never again..
it just tt so hard…thinking what to say…
whether just ignore, warm welcome, mad angry…happy…argh du know…
i just hope tt it was not the person i thought….
aaah….

Monday, January 22, 2007

Radja - Aku Ada Kerna Kau Ada

Radja - Aku Ada Kerna Kau Ada

cinta adalah anugerah yg Kuasa
yg bila terasa betapa indahnya
sungguh lemah diriku
tak berarti hidupku
bila tak ada dirimu

andai ku bisa akan ku balas
semua yg pernah engkau berikan
terima kasih dariku
atas ketulusanmu
menyayangi diriku

reff:

aku ada karena kau pun ada
dengan cinta
kau buat diriku hidup selamanya
aku ada karena kau pun ada
dengan cinta

kau buat diriku hidup selamanya
andai ku bisa akan ku balas
semua yg pernah engkau berikan
terima kasih dariku
atas ketulusanmu
menyayangi diriku


p/s: when?….: ) don’t know when…

Hurt ~Christina Aguilera~


Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today


I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you’ve done
Forgive all your mistakes

There’s nothing I wouldn’t do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won’t be there
I’m sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn’t do

And I’ve hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won’t admit
Sometimes I just want to hide ’cause it’s you I miss
You know it’s so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There’s nothing I wouldn’t to do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
I’m sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn’t do
And I’ve hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I’ve missed you since you’ve been away

Oh, it’s dangerous
It’s so out of line to try to turn back time
I’m sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn’t do
And I’ve hurt myself
By hurting you…..


P/s: i could never forgive myself…living regretfully in my life

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